Wednesday, March 16, 2011
How are you?
I am fine. No, not so fine.
1. I'm asking for more, more than ever.
2. So many things to achieve, yet so far.
3. It's always not the right timing.
4. Is it because of me, or because of fate?
5. Am I not feeling fear anymore, or I become care no more?
6. I need assurance.
7. Something that can't get by money is more upset.
8. Do we have to be always realistic?
9. Please tell me, what is good about me.
10. Everyone can be pretty, the less pretty ones are just lazy.
11. I wanna get away, for awhile.
Please let me be the Cinderella, for once.
演唱会不想完毕，是因为不想回到现实。
Labels: Academic , mumble , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 9:38 PM
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Reminiscence
January 2010
My 2010 resolution:
1. My closest people be healthy and happy
2. love myself more
3. more courage to face challenges
4. the five of them to be just like before
I feel that I am doing great on them. :)
I did not had a BIG change for 2010, but at least SMALL change.
Try harder, in 2011!
Words, can't explains all;
The feelings are truthful.
I learned to be thoughtful,
I learned to be open,
I learned to be selfish,
I learned SARCASM,
I learned to be independent,
I learned to live for myself.
I did not write it on paper,
but I write in heart.
I want knowledge,
I want mature,
I want support,
I want a shoulder,
I want a hug,
I want status,
I want new challenge,
I want vacation,
I want Love.
The hidden should be revealed,
whether it is incomplete.
Labels: random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 1:21 AM
Thursday, July 8, 2010
It's all about self
picture courtesy of google
Tears just float up from the deep sea to the surface.
You just realized that you've been so weak for so long, until you have been forgetting about it, until the pain is immune.
You are surprised that it is unhealthy, probably you have used to it.
But now you MUST change.
For 20 years you have been living with that, why are you still hiding all the pain?
YOUR BEHAVIORs are COUNTERING YOUR BELIEVES
People come and go in life,
why do you want to live for someone, or everyone but not yourself?
Yourself are the one who will live with you forever.
Make yourself happy.
Give credit to yourself.
You have done a great job!
=)
picture courtesy of flickr
People always choose for various perfume.
You chose to live WITHOUT it.
Something good about yourself #1: going back alone during traffic jam without being emo.
=)
Respect others,
respect me.
Labels: =) , family , friends , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 8:59 PM
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Very Very Belated First Moomoo
ahh cute lil' boy.
=)
how dare i am to forget it's your birthday ♥♥
flickr by tracy raver
New semester, new knowledge.
I wish someone has a baby for me to test the validity of what i learn. =P
flickr by junjern
nature or nurture?
flickr by kathrynivy.com
Nurture makes you to eat even you're not hungry
I realize I have friends.
I may not the best, but i'm not worse.
People actually remembers me.
flickr by Green Horned Unicorn (Antonia Krajicek)
1. slow old with nate
2. Green Horned Unicorn to be success
3. live inspired each day
I'm having a good life.
原来，我不是什么都不是。
♥ can i hug you to my dreams? ♥
Labels: Academic , Homeboy , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 12:56 AM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
words & thoughts
I begin to realize that here becomes a shelter whenever i don't feeling like doing what i am supposed to do (assignments, revision, reports);
a place to hide, escape, avoid, ignore. Just the few minutes to let myself daydream.
ok la it's actually always more than one hour. =P
I have been procrastinating since the beginning of the semester, still continuing now.
I don't feel the lack of time yet, but i know i should START to get my butt off the computer. Yet, human is always good in giving excuses "out of the box".
The book is just not tasty.
ah it's time to go to bed.
i'm not good in words, doesn't mean i have no good thoughts.
Labels: Academic , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 11:30 PM
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Memory
Half a month not appearing here,
started to follow the norm surrounding - no idea what to update here and no time.
Just the last report left, yet it's the most challenging one.
Had a really bad dream this morning, will have hard sleep for the few following days i'm pretty sure.
Perhaps i'm too much dependable.
Should have started to get use to them, there'll be more next year.
The most reading word of the month: MEMORY
Why one can't balance for all?
probably only me.
I'm just not a multi-task person.
I promise i'll care you more. <3
say bye bye to my long hair.
I wish i have more time for everyday
Labels: Academic , family , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 8:27 PM
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
10PM
doing the last part of the case study, mood is not there.
so i am here.
This sem has been very lazy like pig, and yes my size is growing to be a pig too.
eat too much? No.
No exercise? As usual.
siu yeh? Sometimes i admit.
rootBEER? I doubt that.
I promised my parents to post this funny conversation to share with others.
They are just too cute.
Because they are my parents. =P
First, this gonna be Mommy's funniest quote of the year.
Mommy just changed her handphone.
So the tauke asked for her simcard to put into the new phone.
Lengzhai tauke: aunty lei bei ngo lei ge simcard.
Mommy: mat yeh card? ngo din wah mou simcard geh wor!!
{she misthought simcard as memory card, and she doesn't has memory card previously for the old phone}
A three seconds of silence and everyone laughed, the one who laughed the hardest was me. LOL
Daddy: Maxis hai lei geh hai mai? gam ba bai ngm sai simcard ge la??
--Daddy's gam gui--
His friend was fooling around, he managed to capture funny expressions.
Daddy: eh girl ah ba zhe ge zhao pian PO shang MAYBOK gei ren jia kan.
Me: har ah ba zai jiang duo yi ci, POST qu na li ar?
Daddy: MAYBOK! {FACEBOOK}
Me: XD
I don't wanna cry in front of you because I'll cry harder.
I want a big change for my year 20.
Labels: family , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 9:49 PM
Friday, February 26, 2010
Courage
Courage is the ability to step forward through fear.
Courage does not mean the absence of doubt or fear, but the ability to act in spite of them.
Courage means accepting responsibility.
Courage means non-conformity.
Courage means pushing beyond the comfort zone.
Courage means asking for what you want and saying what you think.
Courage means fighting for what you believe.
Yes, all i ever wanted.
Labels: Academic , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 1:39 AM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
LEADER
25.02.2010 - First day of reading my leadership text book for mid term on 01.03.2010
Conversation between mommy and i.
me: mommy ar, leadership hen sien ar, dou bu dong yao du sen mo...
mommy: leadership ar, yao you leader de lo..
me: ...... wo gou zhi dao la!!!
I cant stop laughing after 10 seconds hearing this.
My family is just so cute. XD
Sometimes this small lil things cheer up my mood on study.
=)
Hear and understand me.
Even if you disagree with me, please don't make me wrong.
Acknowledge the greatness within me.
Remember to look for my loving intentions.
Tell me the truth with compassion.
Labels: Academic , family , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 6:01 PM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
memory
无意中找出许多被岁月流逝的回忆。
怀念昔日的我们，想念天真烂漫的时光。
好像时光机带我环绕一圈，
好怕那宝贵的画面渐渐被遗忘。
如何才能留守着他们？
Labels: friends , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 1:08 AM
Friday, December 4, 2009
My Dear Diary,
Having weird and scary dreams these days.
It's horrible and i wish they will never come true.
My beloved people must be happy and healthy,
that's all i wish.
Am i stressed out? No.
I'm enjoying the challenging part in a portion of my life,
though i always rant.
How i wish i am always the cheerful one.
Labels: Academic , family , friends , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 11:40 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
New look!!
No more complicated navigations!
No more small fronts!
No more slow loading!
No more assignments!
No more presentations!
No more assessments!
However, without them, there'll be no today's me.
=)
"What you've gone through the past shapes who you are today."( Queenie Punk , 2009)
"Friends are the siblings God forgot to give us." ( Chai Jian , 2009)
Labels: friends , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 11:07 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
two farts.
I thought i will not abandon my blog,
I thought i can take it on my own,
I tried not to let my friends worry,
but yet,
I need them so much.
I lurve 8 gals photo.
I miss them too.
=)
something missing is not all are there
I wore it once, before;
I want to wear it again, in 3 years time.
Labels: Academic , family , friends , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 4:46 PM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
back to school
3 months of holidays ended just a click.
finished at utar, another beginning at HELP.
Not sure what's the life gonna be, but i'm exciting to start learning something what i want to.
Hope it'll be fun.
I don't know what the social pattern would it be, just hope more friendly people in pure.
It'll better, if we are together.
Labels: Academic , mumble , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 11:53 PM
Friday, August 7, 2009
working days
It's been long time i post something up here.
Working is really hectic, but i kinda like it, making my life more compact.
however, at the same time, because it takes up most of the time of a day, it's hard to find extra time to do other personal stuff.
Anyway, it's gonna end soon, and i have to switch back to study mode.
It's kinda excited because finally i'll start to learn something that i really aim for.
Cherish everyday i have.
=================================================================
catching up everyday the news and fan blogs to get updated infos.
i'm really afraid disband will happen on them as well.
I really hope that they can break the chain which they'll remain as a group of five until they retire.
I cant imagine a song without any of their voice, it wont be perfect anymore.
I really need them.
God bless!!!!
and yea,
it's 7th Aug now..
one of my besties birthday.
We are Leos,
but totally different personality.
Ages friendship that i'm always be proud of.
=)
Happy Birthday Chai Jian! Luv u.
*hugs*
Labels: friends , random , tvxq , works
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 1:12 AM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
King of Pop
yuen cheng:"What happens if leehom pass away suddenly like him?"
i watch his concert dvd everyday at my working place..
I feel funny looking at his fans kept crying whenever he dance or sing..
but now his fans will never stop crying in their heart.
Heal the world, heal yourself too.
Labels: music , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 10:54 PM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
该醒了。。
踏入社会后，感觉上自己许多以前都没发现的缺点逐渐被放大了。。
或许小时候被宠坏了吧。。
在某些方面，从来不认为自己是依赖型的。。
突然觉得自己好差劲，
或是这该是醒来的时候了吧。。
唉，好无奈哟！！！
photo credits to: the usual gang (sorry i don't know whose cam is this.. Xp)
Labels: random , works
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 11:39 PM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
I want this!
i wanna get something like this..
but it's rm300+!!!!
Labels: random , shopping
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 2:01 PM
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Working
I've been learning a lot from the first day i work,
and get to know lots of friends..
though i'm still dumb on handling my job,
after 2 weeks.
>.<
jackie Chan's son..
XD
Thanks QQ!
nice to meet you too!!!
^^
PS: new watch, new clothes, new skin care are in awaiting lists!!
XD
jiyang, abby and the usual gang,
miss u guys..
=)
Labels: friends , random , works
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 12:43 AM
Monday, May 4, 2009
here comes my schedules
From studying the last 2 subjects for the whole week for the very final in foundation,
sitting in the exam hall for 4 hours,
last day final cant celebrate my mommy's bday with her.
I'm not a good girl.
I promise will replace it after my trip.
the next day start working at HOME DECOR,
four days marketing.
I luv the product so much even dreamed of it.
And watched my hubby's concert at bkt jalil.
=)
Share the excitements later.
Hav a day rest after it ended.
No.
A day to get prepared for another trip.
The final trip spend with college friends.
Update after the trip.
Take care everyone.
Before ending,
It's a birthday wishes video for Leehom's 33rd bday from HOMANIACS.
there's a small cute boy wishes 'happy birthday leehom gor gor'.
XD
And HOMANIACS is 10 years old!!!
Happy Birthday in Advance to HOMEBOY!!
=D
PS: Any part time job available let me know ya? =P
Labels: concert , Homeboy , random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 6:55 PM
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