Thursday, July 8, 2010
It's all about self
picture courtesy of google
Tears just float up from the deep sea to the surface.
You just realized that you've been so weak for so long, until you have been forgetting about it, until the pain is immune.
You are surprised that it is unhealthy, probably you have used to it.
But now you MUST change.
For 20 years you have been living with that, why are you still hiding all the pain?
YOUR BEHAVIORs are COUNTERING YOUR BELIEVES
People come and go in life,
why do you want to live for someone, or everyone but not yourself?
Yourself are the one who will live with you forever.
Make yourself happy.
Give credit to yourself.
You have done a great job!
=)
picture courtesy of flickr
People always choose for various perfume.
You chose to live WITHOUT it.
Something good about yourself #1: going back alone during traffic jam without being emo.
=)
Respect others,
respect me.
Labels: =), family, friends, random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 8:59 PM
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Up and Down
Today's CNY,
bbbbaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
today is an emo day.
It's falls at night, car broke down, engine kept on and off;
issue bout 2 cars, 1 car, new or old;
got a sad call, not the right time;
constipation, black lotus;
ass-es, fb maintenance;
i just realized i'm addicted to fb, outing photos.
afraid of no longer able to express myself after long time of hiding and ignoring.
Am i just care too much? or i'm not good enough?
Escape or face it.
Labels: family, friends
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 11:44 PM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
memory
无意中找出许多被岁月流逝的回忆。
怀念昔日的我们，想念天真烂漫的时光。
好像时光机带我环绕一圈，
好怕那宝贵的画面渐渐被遗忘。
如何才能留守着他们？
Labels: friends, random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 1:08 AM
Friday, January 1, 2010
My 2009
I appreciate what i've gone through last year,
laugh and tears,
happy and sorrow;
Somehow i changed a lot.
Said goodbye to Utar,
but gained good friends.
supporting my friends who has lots of fans now
=P
I'm happy to see them back,
before they leave,
future professionals!
and then,
experienced working officially for 92 days.
幸苦，委屈，不甘；
感激，知足，看开了。
这算是转折点吧。。
思想从以前懵懂的，渐渐明白更多。
感觉真正开始踏入社会了。。
需要独立。
I'm grateful of what am i learning.
Glad to meet people who think the same.
A bunch of good heLpers
and helpful seniors.
=)
I ain't a good talker,
I'm working hard on it.
一个又一个地离开了，
去追逐各自的梦想；
给予深深的祝福!
someone goes,
someone back!!
and she brought back my future cousin brother in-law..
=D
Someone who always stand by me,
together we go through high and lows,
we emo,
we crazy,
we cool,
we ban yeh!
Xp
so,
this,
who says i don't have?
we walk we walk together,
not forgetting the remaining pairs!
=)
too less ppl to camwhore with..
2010, I WANT:-
1. everyone my closest healthy and happy {less emo.. =) }
2. love myself more
3. more courage to face challenges
4. them to be just like before.
my mom jealous because i keep this in my purse.
=P
有时候，
不把它看得重，
会开心许多。
Labels: Academic, family, friends, tvxq
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 10:27 PM
Friday, December 4, 2009
My Dear Diary,
Having weird and scary dreams these days.
It's horrible and i wish they will never come true.
My beloved people must be happy and healthy,
that's all i wish.
Am i stressed out? No.
I'm enjoying the challenging part in a portion of my life,
though i always rant.
How i wish i am always the cheerful one.
Labels: Academic, family, friends, random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 11:40 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
New look!!
No more complicated navigations!
No more small fronts!
No more slow loading!
No more assignments!
No more presentations!
No more assessments!
However, without them, there'll be no today's me.
=)
"What you've gone through the past shapes who you are today."(Queenie Punk, 2009)
"Friends are the siblings God forgot to give us." (Chai Jian, 2009)
Labels: friends, random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 11:07 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
two farts.
I thought i will not abandon my blog,
I tried not to abandon my blog,
but yet,
I abandoned my blog for a month.
I thought i can take it on my own,
I tried not to let my friends worry,
but yet,
I need them so much.
I lurve 8 gals photo.
I miss them too.
=)
something missing is not all are there
I wore it once, before;
I want to wear it again, in 3 years time.
I wanna be a HELPER.
Do I look really that old meh???
=(
Labels: Academic, family, friends, random
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 4:46 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009
mv
He's back. yo!!
To my friends,
Labels: evan, friends, music
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 8:43 PM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Tagged by loon&yang from facebook
1) Go to the link : http://mct421.deviantart.com/art/Question-Meme-Generator-69266481
2) Fill it out as asked.(Don't forget to enter the name of the person who tagged you into the generator)
3) Copy each question and answer them.
4) Tag the person who tagged you first as well as those you've mentioned.
1. What musical instrument would loon most likely play?
gitar? because he has long nails.. =P
2. Would you open a mystery gift jiyang just gave you, without much hesitation?
he wont trick me gua..
3. What do you think of queenie?
Thursday
4. Hot chai jian on jiyang action - Yes/No?
erm, he's not her cup of tea??
5. What advice would you give wai mun?
happy ever after.. =)
6. Describe wee kiat in one word.
apek!!! XD
7. What do you think about kit yeng?
mysterious
8. Have you dreamt of marie before?
have I??
9. If you could do anything with ejin, what would it be?
watch concert.. =)
10. What do you think about choon ting?
good guy?
LOL why all the questions almost the same??!!
Labels: friends, Taggeds
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 10:20 PM
Friday, August 7, 2009
working days
It's been long time i post something up here.
Working is really hectic, but i kinda like it, making my life more compact.
however, at the same time, because it takes up most of the time of a day, it's hard to find extra time to do other personal stuff.
Anyway, it's gonna end soon, and i have to switch back to study mode.
It's kinda excited because finally i'll start to learn something that i really aim for.
Cherish everyday i have.
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catching up everyday the news and fan blogs to get updated infos.
i'm really afraid disband will happen on them as well.
I really hope that they can break the chain which they'll remain as a group of five until they retire.
I cant imagine a song without any of their voice, it wont be perfect anymore.
I really need them.
God bless!!!!
and yea,
it's 7th Aug now..
one of my besties birthday.
We are Leos,
but totally different personality.
Ages friendship that i'm always be proud of.
=)
Happy Birthday Chai Jian!Luv u.
*hugs*
Labels: friends, random, tvxq, works
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 1:12 AM
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Working
I've been learning a lot from the first day i work,
and get to know lots of friends..
though i'm still dumb on handling my job,
after 2 weeks.
>.<
jackie Chan's son..
XD
Thanks QQ!
nice to meet you too!!!
^^
PS: new watch, new clothes, new skin care are in awaiting lists!!
XD
jiyang, abby and the usual gang,
miss u guys..
=)
Labels: friends, random, works
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 12:43 AM
Monday, November 10, 2008
random-ness
individual shots during fan meeting..
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appearance on SUJU event..
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stage..
prince micky
JAECHUN
the usual pose
i see yunjae, jaechun, yoosu, jaesu.....
and....
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changmin...
lol..
version C is out!!!
luckily i didn't buy version A & B..
i mean, if i really wanna hav one i can choose after all versions are released..
LSM thinks teens very rich?
can afford few versions of a same album??
ok la i know many fans will collect all of them..
not only albums, photobooks and dvds..
i wonder where they got that much money???
>.<
01 . Wrong Number
02 . 사랑아 울지마 (Don't Cry My Lover)
{composed by JAeJoong}
03 . 주문(MIROTIC)
04 . CRAZY LOVE
05 . HEY!(Don't bring me down)
06 . 소원 (Wish)
{sang by changmin, junsu, SUJU Ryeo Wook and Kyu Hyun}
07 . 넌 나의 노래 (You're My Melody)
08 . 노을..바라보다 (Look At Sunset)
09 . 무지개 (Rainbow)
10 . 사랑 안녕 사랑 (Love Bye Love)
{compose, lyrics by yoochun; narration by Ara}
11 . 낙원 (Paradise)
12 . 악녀 (Are You Good Girl?)
13 . Flower Lady
14 . Don't Say Goodbye
15 . 잊혀진 계절
16 . Love in the ice
*new songs
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Rainie Yang's new album - Not Yet A Woman
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i'm surprised her vocal skill improved a lot in this album..
i see she changed her way of singing,
but among all, only one song i like,
which is the ending song of drama 不良校花，“带我走”
especially composed for her by Sodagreen's Qing Feng.
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i started to listen to Big Bang is their recent single, Haru Haru..
They had released a japanese album, Number 1 which all are english songs, i donno why..
Although they don't know English, surprisingly they sang fluently..
Now their korean album Vol. 2, Remember is released.
There are few tracks korean version from english album..
Also comes with Acoustic version of Haru Haru..
not bad leh..
Previously each member has released their own single,
Tae Yang, one of the member's single, HOT is sooooo hawt!!!
Their musics are different genre with TVXQ's..
so please dont compare..
TVXQ che go!!!!
XD
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homeboy's time!!!
he endorse for BRANDS..
ehehehe..
GOOD FOR HEALTH neh!!!!!
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have u ever score low as such?
ehem.. not the bottom..
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lowest ever..
SH*T..
can apply for World Guiness Record?
worst bowling player in the world...
lol..
>.< .
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MID TERM on progress..
not in prepared mood.... yet...
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miss them lotsssss
Labels: cpop, friends, Homeboy, kpop, music, tvxq
Listen to Homeboy & TVXQ @ 11:07 PM
